Friday, October 20, 2006

Having a Hard Time Concentrating

I don't feel like my social anxiety is that bad these days..Well, I don't know because I don't really go out. I am more in a depressed funk. It is hard getting anything done, and my sleep schedule is all out of whack. I look at a book and have a hard time concentrating.

I am still taking classes and thought I was all motivated to go back and "finish school." These days I just want to work on web sites and hope something sticks so that I will never have to get a "job." I don't know if there is a point to finishing if that's the case.

I am really glad that I started working on websites 5-6 years ago though, and more seriously the last two years. Because of that, I do have some residual income. The problem I have is building on those successes. I've considered trying to diversify the way I get my web traffic, though. Instead of just relying on search engines, I've tried cheap promotional products, like pens and magnets with my websites on them, working some social medai, and I also bought some local classified ads to test them out.

I tried doing one of those Money Mailer coupon things for one of my seasonal products, but the sales person was impossible to deal with. I think I'll keep that story private though.

It's hard to even get the energy to type here or work on any sites. I don't want to just rely on my past efforts getting me through life.

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